Not liking school much. I'm not very good at it anymore. I want to actually do things I like. Yeah I know that's lazy and not exactly a great attitude, but it sucks feeling this way.
I'm taking a semester off to recoup and figure out what I can do. Get a job, create the art I want, just focus on my own skills instead of the skills the curriculum so desperately wants me to learn.
Honestly, I'm starting to think I could be one of those people who just doesn't have their dreams come true, just live and be another thing that dies without making the impact they wanted. I may have to have just another regular existence.
But this doesn't mean I'll ever lose what makes me happiest. I've loved making cartoons forever, and I don't think I could stop if I tried. I'll keep trying, but know that it could very well go nowhere.
If anyone has any interest in commissions for me, I can always use the motivation.
Wanna know a secret?
I favorite what i don't follow. Just deviations I like but don't care to see more of the artist. Bittersweet if you know that about me.